Posted by Anonymous on 2013/04/10 under Uncategorized Well, life sucks, man. I don’t understand all this BS going on. This is too much and I feel bad for bothering people wit my crap. I won’t bother anyone anymore..I’m doing things on my own. I miss my dad. I hate myself for being a B****, I’m scared to be with anyone; as a matter of fact, I don’t want to be with anyone. EVER. I liked the last guy a lot, but whatever. I just want to move on
I want this feeling to go away. Why won’t it go away? Why do I make things harder for myself? Why did my dad have to leave? I guess, I’ll see him in Heaven. But right now, I’m uncertain about everything. My mom crys too much. It’s all my fault. If I wasn’t born, my mom wouldn’t have gotten sick and my dad would still be alive and my family would be happy. Maybe, I should stop thinking that but I find it difficult to let go of these negative feelings. Bleh.